rant

because who cares. 

All my money and money i had in my savings are gone and i wont get it back for another 10 days.  I have a car payment due, car insurance due today,books to buy for school next week, a water damaged phone, gotta move out by the first and all my “spending” money is gone. I have to spend 30 dollars i don’t have to renew my stupid cosmetology license(which seems to be the only thing important to my mom,and the only thing she keeps reminding me about,cool thanks mom).A car that still needs to be fixed. My bday is monday and i have to work all weekend and most likely Monday,so i don’t even care.Sunday is my only day off,but you know,Sunday is church day for my family,and church>family.And my bf is to broke to do anything,and i;m to broke to do anything for myself.The sad money i had to go shopping for myself and spend on myself for once is all gone.My birthday is gonna be dumb just like last year so i’m just gonna sleep through it. I have had nothing but bad luck and all i wanna do for my birthday is cry. And i’m gonna start now.